new year???

New Year... what does it brings me? i dont know... nothing perhaps... towards the end, there'll always be problems for me. but who cares? and why the fuck do i hv to bother abt new year? tell me... its gonna be the same old... same old... new year's resolution? i never have one. apsal la nk kena ada azam2 ni semua? kau nk buat, kau buat... taknak sudah... tak salah kot berazam tgh2 tahun... kenapa asal tahun baru je kena berazam? pegi la mati...

asal tahun baru je, mcm2 benda yg aku kena hadap... hujung tahun je mesti aku down. kimaks betul la... new year, u can go fuck yourself...

merepek je...

lama nye tak blog... last bila ntah. lately otak serabut, byk sgt fikirkan pasal itu dan ini, begitu dan begini... tp kenapa aku kisah sgt fikir benda2 negatif ni? selalu boleh je aku fikir benda2 yg positif? mana hilang semangat always positif yg aku ada? ntah la... maybe KL yg jadikan aku mcm ni... Perth dulu ok je. sentiasa aku be positive.

aku ke yg kejarkan sgt benda2 ni? rasanya aku dh try utk cukup berhati2... dlm apa jua yg aku buat... no, I am not sad. just that I wonder why do things r so complicated? y r things so difficult? nevermind... its life some people said. i hv to face it and not runaway... problems come when we less expect it. obstacles are always there which ever way we going.

ada masanye rasa mcm nk tinggalkan je semua benda... pergi dari apa saja yg pernah ada dlm hidup ni. ddk somewhere yg org tak kenal and start a new fresh life. tp senang la berckp, buat tgk... hmmmmm, apa nk jadi?