I always keep in mind that there are many path that could take me to where I want to be... It is still the same place where you wanna go, the same thing you'll see. Except that different path you took brings you different experience all together. Some takes a longer time to the destination, some can be so beautiful not to forget those that inflict pain.
Me... I hv always wandered ard the path that I took. A friend told me once, it is fine to wander on the path you are on. Take some time to enjoy and feel the moment and experience anythg that you could gain from the 'somethg different thing' from everyone else.
I do wonder if things that I decide to do will make me happy... There are times that the experience I gain from the path that I took inflict so much pain. But hey, if ever someone asked me for what to do in those situation, I would know cz I do hv the expereince... The pain inflicted sometimes makes you the man you are now... a totally different person from who you wanna be - could be for good or bad. After all it is God's way of showing us what we need to learn, how he turn our white plain sheet into somethg full of colours.
This past few months was a roller coaster ride for me... Sometimes I think I am the king... feels like I am on top of the world. At times I can be at the lowest point of life that deter the morale and decrease my confidence level... I can be happy for a second and be very sad the next.
Sometimes I easily gets frustrated of what I can't get. It brings misery to some people, I know... and I'm sorry. I can't help it. I tried to not be frustrated but somehow it sticks harder in my head. And somehow I don't care what I'm going thru as long as I'm happy... I've got no regrets at all suprisingly.
And finally...
I miss you so much... I hv forgoten ur smell & I'm sorry. But ur beautiful features always bring smiles to my face though now I never touch you. I've touched you all over and you've satisfied me again and again. Dear PERTH... I'll see you soon. hahahahah! cheeky bastards, thinking of somethg else aren't ya?
Yes... I'm flying out to Perth tomorrow. Can't wait! See ya later KL... :)
