new year???

New Year... what does it brings me? i dont know... nothing perhaps... towards the end, there'll always be problems for me. but who cares? and why the fuck do i hv to bother abt new year? tell me... its gonna be the same old... same old... new year's resolution? i never have one. apsal la nk kena ada azam2 ni semua? kau nk buat, kau buat... taknak sudah... tak salah kot berazam tgh2 tahun... kenapa asal tahun baru je kena berazam? pegi la mati...

asal tahun baru je, mcm2 benda yg aku kena hadap... hujung tahun je mesti aku down. kimaks betul la... new year, u can go fuck yourself...

merepek je...

lama nye tak blog... last bila ntah. lately otak serabut, byk sgt fikirkan pasal itu dan ini, begitu dan begini... tp kenapa aku kisah sgt fikir benda2 negatif ni? selalu boleh je aku fikir benda2 yg positif? mana hilang semangat always positif yg aku ada? ntah la... maybe KL yg jadikan aku mcm ni... Perth dulu ok je. sentiasa aku be positive.

aku ke yg kejarkan sgt benda2 ni? rasanya aku dh try utk cukup berhati2... dlm apa jua yg aku buat... no, I am not sad. just that I wonder why do things r so complicated? y r things so difficult? nevermind... its life some people said. i hv to face it and not runaway... problems come when we less expect it. obstacles are always there which ever way we going.

ada masanye rasa mcm nk tinggalkan je semua benda... pergi dari apa saja yg pernah ada dlm hidup ni. ddk somewhere yg org tak kenal and start a new fresh life. tp senang la berckp, buat tgk... hmmmmm, apa nk jadi?

the path that I took...

I always keep in mind that there are many path that could take me to where I want to be... It is still the same place where you wanna go, the same thing you'll see. Except that different path you took brings you different experience all together. Some takes a longer time to the destination, some can be so beautiful not to forget those that inflict pain.

Me... I hv always wandered ard the path that I took. A friend told me once, it is fine to wander on the path you are on. Take some time to enjoy and feel the moment and experience anythg that you could gain from the 'somethg different thing' from everyone else.

I do wonder if things that I decide to do will make me happy... There are times that the experience I gain from the path that I took inflict so much pain. But hey, if ever someone asked me for what to do in those situation, I would know cz I do hv the expereince... The pain inflicted sometimes makes you the man you are now... a totally different person from who you wanna be - could be for good or bad. After all it is God's way of showing us what we need to learn, how he turn our white plain sheet into somethg full of colours.

This past few months was a roller coaster ride for me... Sometimes I think I am the king... feels like I am on top of the world. At times I can be at the lowest point of life that deter the morale and decrease my confidence level... I can be happy for a second and be very sad the next.

Sometimes I easily gets frustrated of what I can't get. It brings misery to some people, I know... and I'm sorry. I can't help it. I tried to not be frustrated but somehow it sticks harder in my head. And somehow I don't care what I'm going thru as long as I'm happy... I've got no regrets at all suprisingly.

And finally...
I miss you so much... I hv forgoten ur smell & I'm sorry. But ur beautiful features always bring smiles to my face though now I never touch you. I've touched you all over and you've satisfied me again and again. Dear PERTH... I'll see you soon. hahahahah! cheeky bastards, thinking of somethg else aren't ya?

Yes... I'm flying out to Perth tomorrow. Can't wait! See ya later KL... :)

Lama nye tak menulis...

peeerrrgggghhhh!!! lama gak tak menulis ni... apa dh jadi? sorry la... byk sgt event - event company, event sendiri, event yg tak patut pegi tp pegi... hehehehe! full on for the past few weeks before puasa. tp... apa adahal. mmg aku yg gatal nk buat itu ini. kdg2 smpi tak cukup tdo.

life skang ni mcm kelam kabut skit tp still under control... makin liar ke aku ni? ntah... aku je yg tau. hahahaha! tp apa pun yg jd mmg aku akan sentiasa dgn senyuman.

sebenarnya tak tau nk tulis pasal apa... just nk tulis cz lama sgt tak menulis. owh ye... tahun ni 1st time dpt puasa 1st day kt KL ngan family after 6 years kt perth... selalu 1st puasa mesti ngan kwn2 kt sana. kali ni lain la rasanya... sbb dh keje. lain2 sama je...

for the past few weeks, byk sgt ups and downs... but why look at the downs kan? ngabih bogheh jo... baik think positive. byk benda bleh jadi bila kita positif terhadap sesuatu. itu yg aku selalu pesan kt diri aku ni. did enjoy myself walaupun kdg2 tak berapa nk enjoy... g tgk bola, kuar ngan kwn2, g main golf smpi ke Batam... hehehe! BATAM... ye... BATAM... boleh tahan best lah... mcm2 ada... tp aku byk fokus kt main golf. (korg mesti tak peraya kan) mmg la ada aktiviti malam tp aku dpt la kawal diri aku ni.

last month gak byk game Malaysia... dpt la follow setiap game even game Harimau Muda. semua game pegi... tak miss. game Arsenal, Liverpool n Chelsea mmg tak lepas la... lepas tu Harimau Muda nye olimpik qualifying and Harimau Malaya nye world cup qualifying. unlucky for Harimau Malaya - tak lepas utk world cup qualifying. safiq sempat la nangis kat bahu ni sebab terkilan tak dpt nk main and tolong Malaysia... tp this is football... midfielder star kt dunia ni semua dh kena red card. takyah nk down sgt... zidane kena time final, gattusso selalu kena, mascherano pun byk kali, gerrard dh pernah, scholes pun biasa...

hmmmm... ok lah... tulis byk2 ni kang jd merapu je. selamat berpuasa... pada yg tak sabar nk raya tu, bw bersabar la... jgn jd cam member aku srog ni... puasa br 3 jam dh dgr lagu raya. hahahahah! semoga ibadah puasa anda semua mendapat keberkatan dari Allah...

You'll never walk alone

sometimes this will lead me to tears... the songs reminds us to always heads up despite all things that could happen in life. when you are down, you are never out cz God is always with you... you r never alone!

Miskin Bandar

susah sebenarnya mula hidup kt KL ni... jgn kata KL la... Malaysia as a whole sebenarnya. klu ddk kg tak dpt plak gaji cam kt bandar kan? so mana2 sama je. blk dr Aussie, mmg start hidup susah. klu dulu keje kt perth tu forthnightly nye gaji boleh kata mewah la berbanding dgn gaji kt KL ni. tapi org ckp takleh bandingkan ngan perth pasal isu salary ni... apasal plak? klu nk kira one to one, mmg la mewah hidup sana... kos sara hidup sebenarnya tak berapa tinggi bila bandingkan dgn KL ni... gaji yg dpt bila beli brg mkn ada balance lg utk g berhibur, g shopping skit2... blk KL rasa tight gila ngan gaji yg dpt... ngan harga brg mahal, ngan minyak tinggi... tak tau la kenapa masa kt perth dulu tak pernah rasa mcm susah hati bila short... kt KL ni bukan aku shopping sgt pun, tp sentiasa short. bukan la takde duit tp tight la perbelanjaan sara hidup kt sini. sometime srasa rindu nk ddk perth blk... klu tak ikutkan taknak jd anak derhaka, aku dh ddk terus kt perth tu. kerja pun dh elok, gaji pun boleh kira sedap la... apa lg yg aku nk? skang ni aku rasa aku dlm category miskin bandar... susah nk start hidup tp looking at it from a positive point of view, kerja la mcm mana pun... insya'allah rezeki tu Allah bg nnt... yg penting hati ikhlas dan jujur dlm menjalankan tugas dan amanah yg telah diberikan. kata pepatah, sedangkan ulat bwh batu boleh hidup... itu ulat... yg jln nye nk g cari mkn takyah guna kete, takyah fikir pasal minyak, takyah fikir nk pakai kasut... hahahahah! ada kena mengena ke? tp mmg betul pun... anyway... sebelum aku melalut tanpa arah tuju, baik aku stop kt sini je...

Lounge Suit... time to dress up.

next friday... mavcap dinner... lounge suit. hmmmm... intersting. what to wear? browsed thru some website and found this...
from top to bottom -

NECK - tie is required. bow ties are acceptable but are very unusual and should be avoided. top button of the collar must be done up. tie pins are out of fashion and avoid novelty items...

JACKET - suit should be a dark colors which are best for evening occasions. take note, during the day, dark colors are suitable for winter and lighter for summer... well, mine will be held in the evening. so i have to go with dark.

TOP - Dress shirt must be collared. clean and well pressed with white as the safest color. it will be ideal to have a french cuff shirt and be worn with cufflinks.

BOTTOM - Suit pants must match the jacket... so, i guess a formal business suit would suit nicely in this explanation.

ANKLES - Dark socks ideally the same color as your suit. at least as dark as your suit. please no logo or pictures and avoid novelty item.

ACCESSORIES - cufflink should be worn with your french cuff dress shirt. again avoid novelty item. watches should be a nice dress watch. will be nice if you can avoid the fancy colored watches. you are going for a dinner not a race.

well at least i have everythg and just need to sort what goes with what. maybe i need a new shoe... heheheheh! shoe?!!! again?!!! more?!!! well a new black shoe actually... to go with the new suit...

Some ideas for the night...

Bradley Cooper

Johnny "Jack" Depp

Becks

ZacGal??? hahaha! nk jugak!!!

BIG

Wedding - should be a simple word but have become a complication to all! it should be as easy as 1, 2, 3... somehow it turns out to be a rocket science... rocket science sometimes isn't this difficult. malay wedding especially is a big complication. it does makes me stress! doesn't matter who i discuss it with, the whole thing always makes me stress.

talking about malaysian wedding - from the need to save to the planning of the big day to the big day itself. all things have to go thru the culture that have been link with it long ago. how would a person like me who have only started working to have a big saving to cater to all the expenses associate to it? few friends of mine take up loans to get married. why? because how ever you work, in this current economy situation, money will never be enough.

malay wedding have 3 occasion - if i can call it occasion - to plan for. merisik, bertunang, nikah + bersanding. (what the F is it in english... i don't even know) all need so many things to prepare for... doesn't matter if it is the bride or bridegroom... both have to prepare for so many things and it requires money! lots and lots of money... sometimes i do not understand why do we have to go thru all this big celebration... my gf said the life after the big day is more important than the big day celebration... well, i do agree with her. its not us who wants things to be so big but its our parents. they have so many friends to invite, sometime so many VIPs to invite too... MONEY! MONEY! MONEY! not that i do not want to get marry but i do have to wait till i am stable enuf to be able to watch after my family... AND i wanna give my wife something great for her to remember. its not that we get marry every year anyway.  it is not easy and never will...

KL... Kesesakan lalulintas... bagai isi dan kuku, ibarat aur dgn tebing!

pagi2 jam... ptg2 jam... tghari confirm jam gak... mlm pun jam... ntah bila masa la yg tak jam. keluar awal, jam... keluar lambat, jam... mmg kena la peribahasa2 yg ada - ibarat aur dgn tebing, bagai isi dan kuku, seperti irama dan lagu! hahahaha! lately KL hujan pagi... fuh! weather dh mcm kt Zurich tp sesaknya mcm jakarta bak kata kwn aku sorg... naik kete jam... naik motor jam gak... abis tu camne? redha dan redah je la ye tak? takkan sebab jam taknak g keje? hehehehe! masuk KL je jam... jam je masuk KL... JAM! JAM! JAM!... boleh jam kepala otak aku. buat sakit jiwa.

tagline2 utk hiburkan hati...

"Sempurnakan pagi anda dgn kesesakan lalulintas"
"Cerikan hari anda dgn kesesakan lalulintas"
"Pagi anda kurang bermakna tanpa kesesakan lalulintas"
"Kesesakan lalulintas - teman setia anda pagi dan petang"

bunch of CHEATS

wtf! u barca players are bunch of cheats and deserve a smack in the head. winning with this mentality? losers... madrid players have bigger dignity then you. and yes, maurinho is still the special one... HALA MADRID!

Misbun v BAM

Ahli Majlis BAM, Datuk Sayed Abu Bakar Abdullah pula berkata: “Dia harus terima saja tawaran itu memajukan pemain negara. Dia tidak perlu lagi menjaga Chong Wei kerana pemain macam Chong Wei, letak mana-mana jurulatih pun boleh sebab dia memang sudah cemerlang.” quote from Berita Harian 29 April 2011.

padan ah Misbun tola tawaran BAM ni... tgk la ahli majlis tertinggi punya statement. apa la bg statement mcm tu. well done ah msibun. mmg patut ajar org2 mcm ni... kita tgk nnt betul ke chong wei boleh cemerlang kalau bg mana2 coach jaga... dulu chong wei masa bukan misbun yg jaga, hebat ke? lupa ke mcm mana dia boleh jd cemerlang? alamak... apasal ckp ikut sedap mulut je? perlu diinagat, coach juga merupakan org penting dlm membentuk seorang player. mmg la bukan dia yg kerah tenaga dlm each game tp dia juga la yg memberi semangat, yg betulkan kelemahan palyer, yg tgk kekurangan lawan... kalau takde coach, sape yg nk mecongak strategi, sape yg nk merancang taktikal? coach pada saya seorg yg mempunyai kekuatan atau kelbihan yg amat tinggi... kalau tak, tak jd coach la dia kan? so sedar la... takyah la keluarkan kenyataan yg mcm ni. and chong wei plak satu hal gak... tak kenang jasa ke? bila org tu dh terima panggilan BAM, bley plak dia ckp dia dh serasi ngan coach baru. eh, apa da... takkan tak hormat langsung tok guru? mcm ni, mcm mana nk berjaya? well, hoepfully misbun will create more champions in the future. he was a champion and is always a legend!

Nasi Lemak v Roti

dlm byk2 cerita minggu ni... rasanya ni la yg paling sensasi. citer takleh jual nasi lemak kt sekolah. mula2 ckp takleh, skang ckp 2 kali seminggu je. heheheh! based from the list yg kementerian keluarkan smlm, byk gak makanan takleh jual kt bdk2 sekolah ni. antaranya gula2, mi segera, burger, hotdog, nugget, chips, segala makanan ringan, ais krim dan minuman berkarbonat... fuh! lepas ni byk la gak penjual2 makanan ni tutup kilang.

semua ni pasal usaha nk kurangkan obesiti dikalangan kanak2 di malaysia. pada aku lah... semua ni sebenarnya punca dia lifestyle. bukan masalah makanan tu... aku dulu masa sekolah, mana pernah tak beli makanan kt kantin tu.nasi lemak makcik tu baaeeeekk tu bai! lepas tu masa aku sekolah teknik - pagi rehat satu botol coke, tghari lepas prep 1 botol lg, mlm lepas prep 1 lagi... sehari 3 botol aku belasah... takde pun obes.

pada pendapat aku la, benda ni semua mula dari rumah. bukan kt sekolah... lifestyle bdk2 skang ni tak sama mcm dulu... dulu kita semua lasak! main bola sana sini, berlari sana sini, jatuh sana sini... bdk2 skang - sana sini main game, sana sini lepak mamak, sana sini lepak shopping mall... mak bapak yg kena ajar anak2 supaya lebih byk bersukan atau beriadah... g jalan2 kt mall pun beriadah gak - memey lerrrr! tp sebaiknya buat benda2 yg keluarkan peluh... baru la sihat. semuanya bermula dari rumah... cikgu boleh la mendidik tp mak bapak kalau tak bg perhatian, sia2 je la apa yg cikgu ajar.

aku tak ckp langkah kerajaan ni tak bagus... sgt bagus apabila cuba mengingatkan kita terhadap pentingnya kehidupan yg sihat... but maybe things have to start from all aspects that leads to the problem... penjualan makanan kurang berkhasiat mmg tak dinafikan mmg penyumbang kpd masalah ni tp kalau takcle satu issue je, lain2 issue tak tackle, sama je la hasil nye - takde hasil! dlm news hari tu media interview org2 yg antar anak g sekolah ckp makanan kt sekolah tak berkhasiat, penjaja byk kt luar sekolah... akak kalau tak keje, antar anak pagi2, waktu rehat bw makanan utk anak akak, takpe la akak ckp mcm tu... org lain yg keje camne plak kak? tak ke pening? heheheh! anyway, ini semua pendapat aku... mcm semua pendapat2 aku yg lain dlm blog2 yg lalu dan yg akan dtg...

from wordpress to blogspot

hi all... it has been a while that i write somethg. i have now move to blogspot... but i will not delete my wordpress acc. maybe soon but it will be done bit by bit. all the old items that i wrote can still be viewed via the link below.

http://galakzy.wordpress.com/